146 reasons

When the subconscious decides to take a walk into a dream world there are steps of uncertainty its diarrhea in motion you have no control a frozen time capsule swallowing becomes a core a fierce battle erupts it always seems I can’t find my car or I’m lost and can’t find my way home its either I can’t remember a phone # to call or my phone won’t work now all the surrealism becomes my dreamscape dreaming in panic mode …….several demissions have been added Because there are times that I’m pinned to the bed can’t move can’t breathe anxiety driven, remaindering me I have no control strapped in a chair my eyelid stable open I must watch w/0 response but its the physical trying to drink the mental no matter what.. the 2 don’t mix I’ve crossed into chronic pain now I’m creating pieces of a dream

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