POor GuY

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It’s going on 8

I’ve turned a corner

But than too

I also still crave

I’ve had a lot of

Shit

Hit the proverbial

Fan

I’ve stood tall each

Time I’ve hit the wall

But again I am submitting

My body is taking yet

Another turn

I hate to have to

Admit it…….

I’ve been trying to

Burn the candle

24/7

But where’s smoke

There’s bound to be……

It’s not like me

Not to fight

I’m on the ropes

It late

I’ll float

I’ll string

But

God Dam

I want a smoke

 

 

 

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9 thoughts on “POor GuY

  1. Hugggs to you my dear Sheldon…
    I can relate to this been running around going to my dr and a bunch of test and now even more test and taking dad to his … tired…I am still a smoker so I will have one for you so that you don’t smoke…
    Hugggs
    Suzette

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  2. Ohhhh, xxx…I do understand, I think and yes…I always thought: one day, when I have time and money I will do ….and now I could..I somehow do’nt..one of the tragedies of the human condition…Smoking helps to sooth the soul and even that is not allowed…shit.

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  3. *HUGS* to you…I understand your struggle.

    My mother smoked for years, but finally quit. My son has more or less quit, but still uses a “vape” pen – so it definitely isn’t easy.

    I’ve only taken drags on cigs a very few times in my life…made my head spin and got sick to my stomach, so it isn’t a habit that I ever picked up myself. Drinking, on the other hand, is another animal entirely…I have between 3 – 4 ales a day. Sometimes, even a whole 6-pack, spread out over the afternoon to the early evening – but, little to no hard alcohol any more.

    Our vices are difficult, to say the least.

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