Let me say this
And hopefully
You’ll all understand
I am fighting as hard
As one can,but this
Constant pain,is like
Having an itchy trigger
Finger,that’s at the ready
To shoot,this just didn’t
Start it’s been going on
For over a year,that I’ve
Been behind the eight
Ball trying to eye up
Each of my shots,whaazoo
A week ago I was in the
Hospital again,Friday I
Fought with Dr,I have to
Deliberate everyday
Seeing what I can &
Cannot do,this is my
Life now my insides
Are a mess, my nose
Has a big hole in it
I had a cat scan on
Thursday just about
Everyday I deal with
Someone telling me no
Yes I’m depressed but
I’ve been that way most
Of my life,before all……
But I’m still functioning
Those of you who think
They know something
I don’t about what I should
Or shouldn’t be doing
Please………
I am a man made
Of iron a little more
Rusty than I like
But I can still some
What kick the can
I so wish I had the magic to find the answer to your needs. xx
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I was just thinking
As long as I can write
And do my art
Be with my two
Girls
Being my wife &
Daughter
Oh my god how could forget my Lily,my dog
I will make a way for myself
Just as I have always
Yes it sucks at times
But these days what doesn’t
Thank you Paula for your support and encouragement😁
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Sheldon
I hope the CT Scan will finally answer the question. You have been in treatment with your stomach for a year or close. If they don’t have answers along with a plan. Maybe it’s time to get a new Gastro …whatever you need. This has gone on to log and your still suffering. You’re to you to let fixable problem pull you down.
Big Bug
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You shed your soul, you skin, every time you empty yourself here, a fight is worth the battle, an ending is worth the glory, to say I lived, to say I tried, to say I fought, the glory of becoming and accepting what we have in front of us. Your words hide your strength, your strength fuels your fire.
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